aaaaaaa^[81] – n. season after the casseroles stop arriving and other people go back to their lives:

Another aaaaaaaaa^[74] warned her that she would be enveloped by feelings of isolation and resentment when aaaaaaa^[81] started. She was embarrassed to admit that this was also when she noticed her aaaaaaaa ^[31] for the first time. She was so envious of the people who could just return to their preaaaaaa ^[27] routines and life.